12:11 AM

Time passes
as i walk amidst the morning tides
i find myself stranded by the retreating tide
i tried to keep up
but failed
then i found myself lowly as can be when i suddenly felt my body slipping away
bit by bit it felt as though i was getting sucked into the sand
become part it.
the next thing i knew i found myself
in a pool of water left behind by the abandoning sea
a pool so small yet so big.
a pool which i will never wanna leave
for it is now my refuge from
the home that left me.
i love my new home.
it's really comfy.
though ppl are always watching me
some laughin at me.
some pitying me
some just wondering what the hell i'm doing here.
some just think i've been left behind
but as the tide comes in and out
i remain here
i feel safe here.
i don't want to go back to the ocean
where violence is all around
where every second someone is being slaughtered
by another.
it's scary
i've been running for years
trying not be slaughtered
and now i finally found my place
which came at a cost of a near death experience
i glad i had that experience
i glad i stepped out of that ocean
which i thought was my comfort zone
it's scary i tell u
but look what i found.
new friends from around the world
whom i bring joy to.
and a whole new aspect of life.
i wanna stay in this pool
till the day comes when the tide is strong
and the ocean calls me back..

written, poetic_tragedy

9:32 AM

I dunno.
Is life giving me chance or is it taking me ard?
i do not want life to be like it did before
i want to see a path yet unseen to my eyes
a new horizon so beautiful i cannot grasp.
where and when will this come?
everyday's a new day.
yet a new day still carries the leftovers from yesterday.
When will time come to pass.
when will this leftovers be taken away?
when will i get rid of it?
i want everything to be new again.
everything deemed peaceful and right again
like a new born child
innocent to the world.
yet demands what it desires.
i don't know how to put this to words.
i want something that i can grasp.
something that is v simple yet complicated
what is it? what can it be?
am i even sane?
i want things to be simple.
i'm so far behind i can no longer keep up.

written, poetic_tragedy

9:18 AM

here i am sitting in front of my com
thinking of the events of the day.
the wild roller coaster ride of my day
the up and downs.
it all started with tutorial
which i was 45mins late
but my sweet teacher being
super sweet was like
a slight improvement i must say.
and was all happy=)
hurray!!!
just because i came in 6 mins b4 class ended the previous lesson
and am now under the DEPRESSION LIST of KIDS
well all's well
went to Esplande to slack for break. walked all the way from bugis to there
slack i must say
sha and i was just talking shit the whole way
bitching and all.
it was good.
well.
school continued and the next step comes


i went home...damn drained... SIGH.....

written, poetic_tragedy

7:28 AM

DAMN!!
the week's been shit pls.
i wish everything would be good
how everything changes by the second
i feel school's being evil
it's just too taxing pls!
i need a breather
save me from my exile!
freedom was given to me for a reason
the right for me to choose
now should i do anthing?
i dunno wat i'm doing in sch now.
life's been alright though
i went SJC TODAY!
wooot... stoning say pls..
damn sick... really sick....
got cough and flu....
save me pls pls...
i need a remedy...
for everything...
sch's here and i'm falling sick..
when's my time gonna come to chill?

written, poetic_tragedy

stoningse

1:34 AM

schoool it scuks
oh my good ness
save me!
it'sso damn packed la!
pls! i've been skipping csch thought
my attendance is like 57% pls...
but nvm last mth was like 100%
sothat makes it (100 +57)/2 = 78.5%
yeah!!!
WOOOT!
save antaeus save the world!
this ain't basketball man.. basketball's a priveledged
i cannot rrest....
saded....
pain....

written, poetic_tragedy

Nama :- Antaeus
Sekolah:- Whitley Sec, Ite Dover
Likes:Floorball,Amplify,Stones,St.Anthony Church, S A Y!,Rugby,The Outdoors Blading, Chilling, Bullshitting, Bassing and all my dear guits And with the love of Music i found life. Dislikes: I don't know. I hate Boredom though i'm 75 percent of the time bored to shit.Yup. oh and i hate ppl who act freaking pityful and like all u know shit ass people who are trying sooo soo hard to pull ya strings but are freaking pissing ya off? yeah THEM! those ones. haha